Because of You

Cold, dark and hollow inside,
Tired of waiting, no where to hide.
Been worthless and numb for so long,
Happiness faded like the end of a song.
No happy ending, no not for this girl,
Reality is bitter and harsh, and all in a whirl.
Only one way to stop the heartache and pain,
Warm flowing freely, the sticky crimson stain.
I want to cry, but no tears left to shed.
“Stop feeling sorry for yourself”, I put the gun to my head.

I close my eyes and I see your warm, caring face,
But thats not who you are, not a little bit, not even a trace.
I want you to know that I don’t hold a grudge,
Stubborn like you, my decision won’t budge.
I’m sorry I wasn’t the strong person you thought me to be,
Take comfort in knowing my decision will set me free.

Be happy for me, I’m ending my sorrow,
So as my last words, so long to tomorrow.